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Love Sparks


How does one measure a day? Is it by seconds? Minutes? Hours? Or is measured by something more? Something more than mere digits. Something timeless. For me it's measured by brief moments. Where time blurs out of focus and all recollection of it fades. It's a smile. It's heartbeats. It's love sparks. A day in my life holds no adventures and no adventure can truly describe one self. It's in the small things that truly show who I am. From Laugher to kisses. My day is filled with memories of days passed. When I was a kid I would day dream, I do it to this day. Between every breath last a life time in a dream.

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They think I'm crazy...


...and I totally agree. There has been a crap load on my mind, hence all the blogging. So I am going to write about the next thing thats on my mind... you don't have to sit here with me and read it... it's cool... but you know.... you may enjoy it...... maybe. So here's the topic, Bravery, well that's not actually the title but it's sort of the best way to describe it. So for me, confidence isn't really high, I am great when with random people because I know there is a high chance that I will never see them again, so it doesn't really bother me but when I am actually with people who's opinion I care about, I freak out! That's why my friend's know me as 'Mr. Awkward'. Also I don't do well in situations when neverous, for example, the last girl I asked out... I nearly passed out, and threw up... I didn't which was good but I had to sit down after.


So something just hit me, as I have stated over the last couple of posts, I am leaving school, forever. And what legacy do I leave behind? What have I done that is so special? The guys who will be remembered are those who actually took the chances that was given to them.

So I am going to do it, even if I look stupid... I am going to swallow my fears and do everything that I know in my heart is right, for me, it's no longer about living for living but for living for what is right but most importantly, standing up for what's right.

a man called Captain Joe Kittinger. In 1960, climbing into a foil balloon, Captain Joe ascended 32 kilometers into the stratosphere. And then, armed only with a parachute, he jumped out. He fell for four minutes and thirty-six seconds, reaching seven hundred and forty miles per hour before opening his parachute five kilometers above the Earth. It had never been done before, and it's never been done since. He did it just because he could.

So my dear Brother's and Sister's, Throw yourself out of your foil balloon, everyday. Why? Because you can...

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The Future is ours...


The Future... bam! A big topic indeed. This was the post I was originally supposed to write before the other one but saved it as a draft because I felt the other was more important at the time. The title is pure, 100% cheesetastic silly string, right? I love it. So with this being my last year in school, the future is on my mind... alot. I was scared because I didn't know what the future held for me but I realise now that not knowing what the future brings is a good thing, as I can make it what ever I want, I get to be the author of my own book.


I have realised what I am in the past year... a waster... fact. haha. And yes, a waster to what you see as a someone who wastes their school time, grades and doesn't get a job or really care what they do. I am. but I live the aspects I love to the full like fun, friends, love, passion. See I waste the things that seems like waste to me but grow on the things I feel is important, as at the end of the day, we die and are quickly forgotten.

So at this time in my life, I feel I have the world in my hands, anything is possible. I know that this will not always last but for now I am just dreaming of what could be real so soon. A family that love me, the wife I will rush home everyday just to see, the kids I will raise and love for being them, for celebrating with them in their proud moments and being there in their not so proud, the small house that's far too small for us all but we'll love it like a family member, telling my grandkids that 'touch phones were all the rage back in my day' and closing my eye's for the last time knowing that my life was never restricted by 'my abilities' or 'grades', I lived it and ran the race, I am done.

I am not worried for the future. God is here and that is the greatest comfort I need.

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